It has been 10 days since I went into silence. You will recall me saying, (My aim is nothing, meaning I am doing to achieve nothing yet to understand more about that which I observe., I have no goal or desire to meet, only that which I understand between now and then and the differences between.,)

That which I observe. I didn’t highlight what I meant. If I did, people would be overly cautious of me more than they already are.

Months ago, I walked into a store as I spoke to the woman. Two men who worked there became obviously hanging about in my direction, hovering behind me when they were nowhere around like I was a danger to this woman. Extreme offensive move. Over the coming months, I had become the tail end of wagging tongues outside of my presence.,

It became obvious when I managed to get in the presence of two by reading their behaviour I knew what they tell each other outside of my view was not the same they tell me when alone with me. The passive aggressive nice guy., Now you can see why I left off the last post with the ending video.,

The nice guy syndrome is a huge issue here, self-interested people poking their nose for their own agenda rather than what’s in the best interest of a person., Mr Jimmy fix it., wanting to get his socks off for a one night only a gambit move.,

Now all these people were not connected, so why the sudden interest in me?

By going silent, I could hear what nobody realised I could hear. Talking in ear drums and so on., A voice in the ear is not private., I am alluding to something yet not revealing what.,

By being silent, I could see what was going on. And wait for it. (that which I understand between now and then and the differences between)

I had a burning question I had no answer to. I won’t say which day that answer NINE sent directly to me in a form I cannot deny keep going or walk away., That was the day I told myself I was done with all this nonsense., What did I see? Who was it? What was it that NINE showed me that said leave this behind and go in a new direction? I will stand by my truth. I am not interested in married women or women with partners., Or women who keep options open just in case.,

Silence is a pretty good way to uncover what others are doing their best effort to hide., I met someone who was kind and their ain’t nothing wrong with that., When you meet kind people, you tend to offer the same in return., End of story., The two men months ago brought suspicion of their own selfish agenda, that was not I., I refuse to play such immature games of this nature alongside other men., The saviour complex.,

I have to remember Scotland is not a high awakening country, especially the men whilst women are waking up., Someone who is awake compared to others who are not is vastly different. Average and superhuman., Average men and then there is me.,

Now I begin to talk again.,

Was there a downfall to not speaking? Yes, a woman in Lidl got super stuck in fear because of the policies that company enforces that make no sense., She kept apologising to me and all I wanted to say was it’s ok, it’s fine., I asked why using body language not to confront but in order to understand the reasoning behind such things. Lidl manager, yes dude, you are an arsehole. Certainly a nice guy.,

This is the level at which we go when the actions of man are dishonest., He wants to play. OK, let’s play., Now haven’t we all had fun in this covert operation? Operation shutdown.,

I will say this to the man in the ear., When they say NO, that’s because they do not see what you see. The monster you claim I am is the mirror in me that reveals the truth in you., Smoke that in your pipe.,

Here is the whiplash effect: If there are children, then most certainly there is a partner., That’s a no go area for me. Would I want that? No, so why do to another., yet what was stopping any of these men telling me this? They wanted to play the hero. Saviour complex., Unnecessary bullshit.,

Let’s face the major truth here: I liked a person because of their kindness, and I gave that person a gift in kindness that everyone else judged and decided I was some kind of fret., People only do this because they have a hidden agenda themselves, bad advice is common., Why did I shut the man down when he tried to overpower me with his words? Because I knew what they both were up to., I just didn’t know why., That’s why this story played out over a year, one year later I walk away.,

Let’s dig deeper. Why would men find me a fret? Well, think about it, I called all men to an accountable stance to stand alongside me against the child abuse of governments and royals. I ignited great fear in them. Why? They didn’t want to put themselves on the line for all children.

If I could not be stopped, then it reveals the truth in men not as brave as they make out., In asking such a thing, I exposed the truth men were afraid. They did not want that truth out in the public domain., In five years of standing up to governments over the sex abuse of children, I stood alone., A sad truth., Man feels great shame., It was not my fault that man could not do what was right., He chose that himself., I am the reminder of the shame they feel inside., Next best move is to make me the monster so they feel better about themselves.,

That’s what a true spiritual teacher does he/she ACTS he does not just meditate and speak positive thoughts as those people do not act., Change comes about through the action. Not by meditating peace. What good is peace if all you do is sit on your ass going OM., Now do you see why we have a profound respect for Teal Swan and not other teachers? They om in hope for daisies whilst we create daisies., And if you know anything about us as the NINE, we respect those who act on the impulses we send.,

Yes, I called the same accountable stance in the police force and soldiers., What was the outcome? Everyone sat down hoping, praying I would stop., I revealed the truth., Yet all I wanted was for you to stand and be counted for who? Children., To create massive change together., Instead, you chose chaos and the world to fall apart instead., When the earthquake shakes your world and the earth core pours out onto your front room floor., On your last breath, tell us what would have been easier?

I could have owned a mansion, a sports car I could have created a lifestyle that some only dream about., Yet I decided to put myself in front of the firing squad in full view of the world to stand up for children, knowing full well comfort went out the window. A mansion was not a choice, a fancy sport car was not a truth. Because I chose to do what was right. Did I ever think when the time came that man would sit down? Actually, a shock. I did not see that coming.,

There was a choice which I do not consider a choice. Do I do what makes all people like me, and be another nice guy or do what’s right and be disliked for doing it, yet children will not suffer yet, I will throughout that five years., In my heart, it was not a choice., It was done out of love for all life.,

I did not sacrifice my life; I gave no value to material stuff over children over life., Don’t ask why did I stop because when the world sits down it speaks for itself., Would charlie swap cancer for honesty as I requested? Bit late now to ponder such a question.,

I gave up the option to be in a loving relationship in order to do this., No woman would entertain a relationship with me. I knew that., I would spark immediate fear in her life., Because I am standing in front of a firing squad and she does not want to stand there with me., As long as I stand up, all women sit down., I understand why and that’s ok., DO YOU SEE THE MAN AND THE TANK, THATS ME

I will tell you something about Chelsea who died., Put the hospital to one side and the things they did or did not do., Chelsea’s Mother was an RH1. Here were two souls who originated from the Anunnaki who were incompatible as she was on the faction of ANU. I was ARZU, the faction of rebellion., After, say, for argument’s sake, a billion years, the differences in both souls were worlds, dimensions apart., That meant these two aliens could not breed if they did a miracle occurred. The RH1 are a rare species of the old kingdom of tyranny of ANU., Both our blood would destroy the child unless treated., That was how Cheyenne came to be through the treatment.,

If you wanted to be tested through the negative aspects of ANU, then taking one of the original souls would be the best bet., You could not comprehend the negative aspect of ANU unless shit goes wrong, then you shall truly be tested., You will die or you will rise again., Doctors do not understand what I am saying, so they simplify it and give a false reason for this blood type., They put it inside a neat box with a tidy label., They are Alien in every aspect., The ancient world came together in order to rid the world of the aspects of ANU.,

If a child makes it, then you witness a new breed on earth., One who holds such power given to them by the old gods.,

Something I wondered about that vaccine what was in that, that altered people into a submissive state? I walked the earth during the pandemic and never understood the people who claimed the world shut down, actually the UK did not shut down everywhere from London to Scotland I went, people could be found. Those hidden away in isolation somehow were being duped.,

I didn’t have any vaccine, so what makes me different compared to those who did. Why so submissive., What did they do to them? I see freedom to roam and the beauty of nature and the world see a reason to fear., There was also the game Boris Johnson played on them, the game of Simon Says., All I see was a dirty cunt doing the dirty on them. Checking to see who was under his spell., Simon says clap if you're under my spell., That truth would not hit home until the Christmas Party.,

Aeons ago they changed the DNA of humans to make slaves of them all., Now what have they done? Is that why every man sat down when I asked them to stand up? It’s a violation of free will. You might have got away with it in the past, you are not in that place anymore.,

A willing clapper would be a willing participant in having their DNA manipulated without them knowing it was done., Because those who stand for nothing will certainly fall for everything., Do you see the violation of freewill?

David Amess was a warning., The present Charles’ Cancer message is a final warning: if we take you, you will not like where we take you. Your worst nightmare actualised. How do you think we evolved ANU? We sent him to a place whereby what he caused in others was now done to him until he finally realised what he was doing. He experienced many lives in each nightmare to fully comprehend what he had done., He remained there until we were satisfied he was ready to try again., Today ANU is a highly evolved being of love., Every soul has the right and opportunity to evolve, be it their way or ours.,

~ I AM GOD MELKAL.,